I don’t know what to do.
Yes Titan, of course you do, if you didn’t, how would you be so driven?
I want the pain to stop, I want to get through this, like everything else that’s come my way. I want the support, why can’t I have such? Am I not good enough? Do you think I’ve been too much of a liar to her?
I thought everyone knew.
Cat’s don’t like water, and they don’t like surprises either. We clutch and cling to all that we hold dear, and when it came close to being destroyed our defenses rose. So I ask you all now, what do you do when at last your comfort is gone, and you must cope with a lack there-of?
A Little Segment
From a few of us whom have gathered. We will not speak individually, but rather as a whole. With all that’s happened lately, we are generally quite excited for the future. For those who don’t know, Jirankar’s birthday is coming up on Saturday, and Fayte has returned from his conquest of seeking answers from beyond our known mental world. Rakiri found a solid voice recently, and a new adoration for water and swimming which has reignited the want to continue on in schooling. Altogether it would seem things are looking up for us as a whole.. as a working system and we truly hope that such continues.
This marks the end of Journal Entry #2
I love how similarly we feel, Kajal darling. <3
Wrath: “I just love being surrounded by morons!”
Fayte: “Come now brother, they’re not that bad.”
Kajal: “They smell awful, I wish I could cut my nose off.”
For every thousand people living in the US alone, there’s at least one who is in an institution for this disorder. There is almost ten in every hundred people that goes without proper diagnosis, and before they have a chance to see a professional they become lost. For those who are scared to see a doctor, afraid that the therapists can’t understand as they don’t house more than one person within their mind, I am here, and I hope to bring together a community on tumblr of those who have also dealt with it.
Kick Started.
The group itself is all gathered to write together, a couple simple facts, and a solid statement to all tumblr users.
“We have searched the tags, we have seen the results. Multiple personalities or split personalities are taken as an absolute joke on this site. This severely disappoints all of us, but we wish to change that, and we will start now.”
For those of you upset by our blog, believing that bringing my personalities into the light is a disgrace to them, they agreed to this, they themselves, came up with the idea. We will not apologize for enlightening the general public and correcting those who have misunderstood the disorder.
Kajal wants to begin, so through me, she shall write:
“A few of you who see this will have already met me through an instant messaging program, or even real life, you have heard my voice, seen my actions. I’m not gonna stay formal when I really don’t have to, it’s just not my style. So to put it simply, I’m a very open, and bluntly outgoing person. If you don’t like it, you better hope you have a good connection with the primary.”
Wrath has decided to carry the torch, and end the post early:
“Kajal’s last statement has driven my immediate curiosity. I am the darkest alter that exists within this form, and if you do not please me, you won’t get far. If you’re not in some way useful to me or my host I assure you, you won’t last long. I have an obnoxious obsession with gore, and I love riddles. The others are not entirely important enough to be given a chance to speak right now, thus they will make themselves known another time. For now, I want to ask all of you reading this, close friends or people who know my host, what do you mean to Exile? What do you mean to a person who has everything they already need?”
With that I will end Journal Entry #1
